and just like that...

they are gone. all my pictures/videos, gone. everything from our computer gone. the documents i can get over, no big deal, but my pictures.. i think i'm gonna cry. yes, we have an external hard drive and yes most of my pics were put on a disk.. all except about the last year and a half. i am mad at myself for slacking at printing out pictures, for not asking hubs to bring the external hard drive up from the basement so i could put more pictures on it, for not uploading pics to snapfish so they would at least be somewhere where i could print them out. i'm trying to think of all the cute pictures i've taken of my girls, the summer trip to jackson hole, tubing in beaver meadows, ashley's first day of preschool.. (big sigh, tears)